From Extreme Pain to Blessed Pain to Bless Others

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God can be so mystical. Yet we can wonder so much of the obvious sometimes to ourselves, even deny what is either a gift from Jesus, or down right directive from Him to us to be doing for Him, as a new talent, liking, gift, and trust of ours that it will truly work in any way thru our God, for His Glory. I am a child of His that He has had to more than straighten out for over a decade. But in that decade, there may have been tough tears, my first and only child born April 17, 2001, extreme health issues that have not calmed down, nor stopped ever completely. One perhaps would be dormant for about 4-6 mos, but along tagged another health issue always-never completely "well." My first brain surgery was Aug 7, 2002-and at first was seizure free, but not quite 2 mos after my ex husband beat me in Killeen, TX-with the stress of his orders to go that following January. My biggest worry at that time was in order to "numb" that pain-led to my phenobarbital overdosing for a year to come. But hidden was the Best Yet to come. I was falling apart overdosing, as for I couldn't live in the hospital and still raise MY baby girl. But one day, deep in tears, thought, driving down Alma School Rd in Chandler, AZ-I saw these purple letters that read Cornerstone. I had heard and search a little bit in my bitter life in S. Orange County. But their cross called to me. And I never stopped going. I had one more huge OD, the pastor there came to pray for me. A very dear friend that I found there, remained my close friend, always. I thank Karen Wickens for helping me stay alive, and for being at the two brain surgeries and hospitalizations that followed. Friends like this give you like fire in you heart to give back and out to all in that same way. Being one all could lean on. My husband today is a man that you just don't see anymore. One who is gentle, sweet, listens, loves like a romantic BLAZZING fire! He is one who follows very closely to Christ-so Humble. I am ever so blessed! We had the most amazing wedding at our church there in Chandler, where I actually accepting Jesus into my life!! I love that!!! But it didn't get rid of any extreme illness. He watched and helped me, or I guess I helped him, through, it helped jim gain strength in all illnesses to come-especially with me, but even our precious daughter. He walks in as the perfect daddy when she was not quite 2. Thank you Jesus. Before my 3rd brain surgery, I have gained so many close friend from twitter and facebook, my heart just jumps 15 miles when I thinks of all of them. Now, Miss Katie Hartnett (yes, has an AMAZING heart from Jesus) she had a major prayer, and list of the "Who's" on pages full of the thousands and thousands she got to pray for me, and I didn't even know about the one particular day, so she could get the book to me. I just knew her heart, and hard work into it. And forever grateful. My social friend Libby and I, never stopped talking on SKYPE, or cell phone. We watched each other go thru a HUGE surgery, hers first, mine a bit after and during. Our heart just flew to one another, and calls when able. Then not long after I moved here to Philly, I took a trip to her city nears Mineapolis, MN to visit and give her the thanks I had wanted to for years!! We both met our dear friend I adored and shared with many friends on Facebook-Mary. She and I have an illness now, so similar. So that amazing lady, when her pain wasn't attacking as other days, she decided to come help me, as for I was alone, my husband and brother were both on business trips. She placed her heart so big time into it-cause I could see some pain in her face. But she would not complain for my sake. I took her shopping in such drastict thanks to her heart for Christ. My brother when he returned, #1 has done nothing but make sure I feel ok, need anything, taken meds, watches me sleep in case of seizures. He is this Big brother with a tad of health fear, but more than anything-he has found Christ recently and shares that Godly love here in our home. I love that!! He is why I am typing this. Have this to type on. He has all the weird numbers and codes to build websites. He has been brilliant since before he was born--many hard things for me, would bore him (just saying so Troy) as for he has acceeded so much in life. But The ability to buy, what I only NOW have the talent to make-I am gracious. I did not come near this talent prior 3rd brain surgery. The amount taken out on my thinking side has forced my right, artistic side to be in more the brains actions now. So while I've been dying in pain, from the 3rd brain surgery from neck, down to toes. I've never had pain so daily, so excruciatingly-making me feel like life would be ending. When we finally found the doctor the helps cover the pain monthly, my life began to be breathable. I was sadly more off twitter and Facebook just due to extreme pain, wondering if today would even be to come. When I was partially comfortable, I had a friend over that made necklaces. She showed me how-and I have not stopped since my childhood friend Becky, showed me the beauty making them have!! My stuffed brain prior 3rd surgery would have a cut down "Dry Humor" joke about making jewelry being me. But thanks to Jesus, and Mayo Hospital, my family, Becky, Christian Libby, Mary, Jacqueline, Karen and my dear brother, Troy--I wouldn't be doing this, at all without you all. Mom and Dad--I thank you for the brain I truly did get from you all, just a bit covered up for a while.....

I Love you all...

In HIS Love,

Heather Jeanette Jensen-Siebens @Believe2Shine @AliveinMe

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Thank you Big Bro, @troyjjensen - Troy Jensen -on Facebook... Brother and friend for life, with so many talents, and such an amazing brain!! Love always...

2 Corinthians 4:8-10 We are pressed on every side by troubles, but we are not crushed and broken. We are perplexed, but we don't give up and quit. We are hunted down, but God never abandons us. We get knocked down, but we get up again and keep going. Through suffering, these bodies of ours constantly share in the death of Jesus so that the life of Jesus may also be seen in our body.

2 Corinthians 6:1-2 "At just the right time I heard you,
   On the day of salvation, I helped you.

2 Corinthians 12-8-9 Three different times I begged the Lord to take it away. Each time he said, "My gracious favor is all you need. My power works best in your weakness." So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may work through me.

My pain was very severe.... from my 3rd brain surgery-still is. I never thought I could get off the couch. But to take my mind off all the pain, from advice of a friend, I began making necklaces--and loving it. It was a gift, an art I never had. I also paint and enjoy it so much!!!!! I never had that talent, yet the opposite--I was awful. But my right side of my brain took over my left!! Which is very artistic...
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